It’s those that matter the most. Something that doesn’t have any meaning to anyone but one other person. Often the tiniest of details. But they mean everything. That’s what sucks. They mean so much, but they can be so easily forgotten. Like making sure there’s nothing your friend is allergic to in a dish before you order it. Or appealing to something they mentioned that...
Something I thought was so strong just isn’t there anymore. Probably not gone. But after all the times I’ve told myself to step back, I think I’m finally all good with doing so. It just isn’t my turn to act anymore.
but a package from family made it nice. :)
TRUST YOUR STRUGGLE.: Losing A Best Friend →
by Mila Jaroniec When it happens, you won’t want to believe it. You’ll take their word for it when they say they’re busy, swamped at work, “just doing me.” You’ll make excuses for them, put your ringer on extra loud in case they call. But you’ll still feel the change, and because you can’t rationalize it, you’ll try to ignore it. It’s a specific kind of loneliness that hits you like a wave...
Shits going to happen. People will fall out of our lives, bridges will burn. But it’s what’s left that really matters. What we find after those bridges have burned down. What you’ve worked so hard for will not always end up the way you wanted. When we find ourselves in the deepest and darkest of times, you’ll find out who’s there for you and what they’re really like.
How am I going to sleep. My parents need to mail him to me, fast. God, I left the most important thing at home. When I need him the most.
I’ll be somebody’s priority, not their second best. Where a lasting bond with me is more important than a risk. Someday ill be more than just a friend to someone. Someday, everything I am will be enough. Someday I won’t fall into these same circles. I won’t fall by the wayside. Someday I will be worth it. Someday I will be worth the time and effort. Someday I will be worth fighting for, instead of...
My arms hurt.
Pulling the bowstring on my dads compound bow is difficult. -_- guess I’m no katniss everdeen. LMFAO
You never fail to read me so well. Woke me up this morning saying I needed to blow off some steam; and you couldn’t be more right. Let’s shoot some holes into the paper.
180 not too long ago…
I'm gonna drive.
I don’t know where. Don’t know for how long. But I can’t just sit here quiet in my house.
It's time to act.
Can’t expect things to get better while standing idle.
Goalie to the rescue.
ready to go.
I don't need this.
I want my best friend back.
mellamoestaban: Going nowhere, fast.
After everything that’s been going on in my family, now someone else is admitted to the hospital. Pop-Pop went in for heart surgery a few days ago. I heard about it recently from my parents, but that doesn’t make it any better. It’s just unfair. That makes Six people in the hospital so far. I don’t know how much more of this I can take. Honestly, I’m trying my best...
Let's go dingaLINGuistics midterm.
Time to get this over with.
buried everything in 8 hours of music
Today’s song on repeat.
I need a new outlet.
It doesn’t help that everything within arm’s reach is a reminder.
What if she was meant to be, or could have been, someone important in my life? I...– Peter Cameron, Someday This Pain Will Be Useful to You (via iamkmai)
“I think about how much depends upon a best...